I know I haven't posted these days and I wanted to share with all of you what happened to me.
Well first Alex still doesn't sleep so I'm very, very tired. I called the doctor and told him that we tried everything and that he doesn't gets well. So he sent him new analysis for his reflux and we found out that his reflux was worse when we thought it was getting better. He stopped to through up so we thought he was better and gave him normal formula. But the burn continued inside, he even has his esofagus sore. We went back to the soy milk and medicines. I felt so bad , my poor baby having so much pain and I thought he was teething or he wasn't able to sleep alone.
I was tired mentally and physically , I wasn't able to write, translate or revise. I needed a rest so I did. I spent my free time reading and relaxing.
I think also depression wanted to hit me, thank god I take anti depressive pills if not my family would be miserable. I inherited it.
Anyway that made me not want to share my problems I usually don't speak when I'm depressed . Now I feel better or at least I think so.
We have to give Alex a month with this treatment to see how it works and I rested a little this weekend.
I am joining an online writing class and I am excited. I wanted to do this since I started writing and now that Alex will be in day care a few hours till summer I have to take advantage of the time.
I am rying to get back to my routine of revising-translating. It is hard , is like when you stop doing exercise for a few days and you can't start over agian the only thing you want is sit on the couch. Well I am in that stage but I am trying to start again, to do a few pages a day.
I think I rambled a lot in this post, I hope I didn't bored you!